let’s talk hookup culture

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Every news organization in the world (but mostly just The Odyssey) has written some derivative article about hookup culture in colleges around the US. They say that hookup culture is ruining dating and tells guys that girls don’t want to be treated well. I mean that’s all a load of bullshit.


the future, weddings & love

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I have a Wedding pinterest. Like a lot of girls my age I have a catalogue of all the things that I want in a wedding, although I certainly have not met the person I’m going to marry (at least I hope I haven’t). It doesn’t make sense at all for me to actively plan out a wedding when I’m super single and super young, but I still do it without fail.

the cool girl

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“Being the Cool Girl means I am a hot, brilliant, funny woman who adores football, poker, dirty jokes, and burping, who plays video games, drinks cheap beer, loves threesomes and anal sex, and jams hot dogs and hamburgers into her mouth like she’s hosting the world’s biggest culinary gang bang while somehow maintaining a size 2, because Cool Girls are above all hot. Hot and understanding. Cool Girls never get angry; they only smile in a chagrined, loving manner and let their men do whatever they want. Go ahead, shit on me, I don’t mind, I’m the Cool Girl.”

half birthday

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When I turned 20 I wrote a list of the 19 things I learned in my 19th year in life. I didn’t really share it with anyone I just wrote it and saved it away. Now I am officially 20.5 years and 7 days old (my half birthday was a week ago). Everything I wrote is still true and there are some hard lessons that I learned that year but I can’t help but feel that I didn’t really learn anything at all.

I gave myself the best tips in the world; I know myself so deeply, something that I truly pride myself on, but I have not followed most of them. I haven’t taken the time to do the little things like write down everything because I still have the worst memory in the world or be more mindful. I know that if I did my life would be exponentially better! And it’s easy to say tomorrow or next week I’ll fix this, I’ll work on this but now at 20.5 years old I’m so happy I looked at this list today. It’s nice to know I have these checkpoints in my life when I feel lost and this feels as timely as ever.

I highly recommend lists like these for everyone for any birthday. I’m excited to see how I change over the years and I hope I look back on this 19 year old list 10 years from now and think everything on my list is common sense, things I’ve already internalized so much they are a part of my knowledge.

Anyways the aforementioned list in all its glory:

19 Things I Learned at 19

  1. Some people aren’t going to be in your life for as long as you think they will be and that’s okay – life works like that sometime
  2. Just start doing things. That’s the hardest part for you, just fucking start something.
  3. Anxiety is now a part of your life in a way that it never has been before. You’re dealing with it, you’re okay.
  4. Plus, you got through the worst 5 months of your life so you’re strong (?) I guess
  5. Black women are so important and beautiful and the world will never appreciate us fully. Love yourself in the meantime and your flawless, smooth, melanin-rich skin
  6. Positivity is really important do not forget that
  7. Write everything down!!! It works!! You forget everything just do it!!!
  8. Surrounding yourself with good people will absolutely change your life/cherish them with your whole heart
  9. Who you’re around affects you a lot so if you’re sad hang out with people and get happy, it literally works every time for you (because you’re an easily manipulated piece of shit)
  10. It’s good to be a good person but roasting people brings you joy, don’t forget that
  11. Don’t hookup with boys that aren’t nice to you all the time, which is literally common sense but apparently you can’t fucking understand this
  12. Your body doesn’t handle drinking very well – you know this, stop drinking so much
  13. Kissing boys is fun. Kiss all the boys you want while you can.
  14. You like REDACTED. A lot. That is okay, do not feel guilty about this.
  15. Money isn’t the most important thing in the world but dude it makes shit easier so stop spending all your money
  16. Being extra is in your goddamn DNA. it’s not even extra it’s just loving yourself as much as you want when you want ok
  17. You won’t regret your tattoo ever. You are happy, you will always be happy, this is your reminder (get the moon next!!)
  18. Family is so so so important but you really don’t have to like them. Don’t push them away, just accept them for who they are
  19. You look really good. You feel really good. That is all that is important.

sad girl songs


Ok I kind of like to cry. It’s just such an emotional release and it reminds me that I have feelings more complex than anger and disdain lol. So I have quite a few songs in my arsenal that are either so pretty they make me cry or remind me of someone/something/some time in my life. And I love reminiscing (even about the bad shit) so it’s perfect for me. They just make me want to curl up in in my duvet for hours

Here’s some songs that without fail make me tear up and often times make me full-on sob:

FOOD: levain bakery chocolate chip cookie dupes


I love baking so much and I almost never do it at school because it’s kind of a huge hassle to be honest lol. Also, every kitchen I’ve ever had a school has been shared with over 10 people and other people are just really dirty and gross and I like things to be my mother’s level of clean if I’m gonna cook ok.

Anyways, now that I’m at home for so long (and my parents moved into this new
very aesthetically pleasing house) I am so down to bake and cook everything. The only thing is I really don’t like desserts at all… I just like the way they look really haha.